The text "My Marxist feminist dialective brings all the boys to the yard."
Has it really been that long? Well, my end of semester, like most academics', was packed. Once my grades were turned in, it didn't really get any easier, since I had to finish the final revisions on my dissertation and get it uploaded to ProQuest. However, that is now over--that's right, it's Dr. [personal profile] ajnabieh these days--and I don't have any papers to return until, ugh, Monday, so I guess I can spare a moment for the interwebs.

This semester's teaching is going well; both of my lecture courses are packed, and the students seem at least minimally engaged. (We'll see how they did on today's geography quiz, and on Friday's critical source analyses, I suppose!) I am realizing, slowly, that I can't expect undergraduate students to understand the whole breadth of things "the state" does already, so I have to, you know, explain what tax and divorce policy have to do with the politics of sex and gender (spoiler: everything), rather than them coming up with it on their own. My seminar was so small it almost got cancelled, but it's grown to a good size (5 students), and I'm quite excited to teach it.

My research is also headed in some interesting places--or at least I think they are! In particular, I've been experimenting with Storyful to organize and record data I'm collecting from Twitter on diaspora advocacy for revolutionary transitions in the Arab world. You can see the three Storyfuls I've published so far here; I think the one on Mohja Kahf is particularly interesting. As a corrollary to this, my interest in how we engage politically in online spaces, and what the methodological challenges to studying politics in digital worlds are, has only grown; so, you know, expect me to ramble about this at y'all at some point in the future. (Has anyone read any of the literature on digital ethnographies? Any suggestions?)

What else? Not much. Oh, I have a bunch of images stacked up for posts, both about food, because, well, what else do I write about? And, if you're at all interested in good indie music from the Middle East and North Africa, Mideast Tunes has been providing the soundtrack to my work life lately. I can particularly recommend Hana Malhas, who has a lovely singer-songwriter vibe in both Arabic and English, and Meen, a hip and funky combo with a lot of energy in their songs. They also seem to highlight metal music from the region, so, if that's your bag, there's plenty there for you!

And with that, I leave you--with fashion posts. Since trivial!fashion!blogging is, really, what I excel at.


professorial fashion, or lack thereof )
Sign for Al-Awda, in front of a neon McDonalds sign.
My Gender and Politics in the Middle East and North Africa class (GPMENA for short, because I'm cool like that) is concluding the semester with a unit on the way the politics of gender are shifting and transforming in this moment of intense transition. Because it's only been a year since these transitions started (where does the time go?), there isn't a scholarly literature yet--there are news stories, and blog posts, and tweets, and YouTube videos, and Facebook pages, and all sorts of half-written ephemera.

Now, I think learning to comb through half-written ephemera to understand the present moment is a crucial skill that I'm happy to teach my students. (And, if they do well at this, you'll all be seeing the product of their work in a month and a half; they're writing research dossiers which I hope to publish on this blog.) But that does mean that the work of collecting data is more than a little complicated.

To that end, I've started compiling a Google Document (chosen instead of a page on here because it'll be easier to update) of all the articles/etc I'm finding on Twitter, Facebook, and my RSS feeds relevant to gender, feminism, and women in the Arab revolutions. I've decided to make the document publicly readable (although I'm not allowing public editing), because I'm hoping it can be a resource to others.

If you want to read the document, it's here. At the moment, it's got two sections--the syllabus for the rest of our classes, and "other" links. Most of the data on it is in English, but I've left images and some links to videos with only Arabic text/audio, in part because I'm planning on translating them for my classes. None of it is annotated right now, simply because I don't have time to do that. Some of this stuff is fascinating--some of it is perplexing--some of it is enraging. And some of it is hilarious if you're in the right mood (I'm thinking of the Noor Party campaign posters--go check them out.) Take your pick, and have fun.

If you come across an article in English (or French or Spanish, those being the other two languages I read easily) about a woman, a group of women, or the politics of gender, sexuality, and feminism in the Arab world in this transitional period, PLEASE send it along! Probably I should set up a Google Alert for this stuff, but I find all I do is archive the ones I get now for later data processing...
Sign for Al-Awda, in front of a neon McDonalds sign.
I'm looking to talk to young Arab Americans about their experiences during the 2010-2011 "Arab spring." Specifically, I'm working on a paper for the 2011 Middle East Studies Association meeting, called "Party on Steinway Street: How Arab New York Interpreted The 2011 Egyptian Revolution," which will be on a panel about political science and the Arab Spring; however, I've broadened beyond looking only at New York since I wrote this abstract, and this is a part of my ongoing research on politics in Arab-American communities. I'm aiming to publish based on this research.

Click here for project details, confidentiality, and more about me )

Please pass this along to anyone you know who might be interested in participating, or any networks you have that might produce potential interviewees! And don't hesitate to contact me if you have questions.
The text "My Marxist feminist dialective brings all the boys to the yard."
One of the things about coming to a new school means encountering new academic cultures, which differ by huge amounts from institution to institution. Some elements are systemic to particular sorts of schools; some are idiosyncratic. It's hard to puzzle things out, sometimes.

But I've noticed a quirk here, and I wonder what it means. Here at my new school, I've seen three different people openly disclose that they were 'spousal hires.' For those not in academia, that means that 1) their spouse/partner was hired for a permanent job here 2) said spouse/partner said "I will take the job if you give my spouse/partner a faculty position as well" 3) such an offer was made and accepted. Two of those spousal hires I've met are in my incoming faculty cohort (which is huge: 33 people, I think?), but one was a faculty member whose office is on the same floor as mine, who I got talking to in the break room.

And that's the thing: all three of the people I've heard identify themselves as spousal hires are men with female partners. On the one hand, that means that my school is doing a great job recruiting female faculty and making them good deals (an offer that comes with a job for your spouse? is an excellent offer). It's also congruent with the faculty culture here, which is very geared towards equality among faculty and support for junior/institutionally disadvantaged faculty. (There's pay equity between tenure-stream and non-tenure-stream faculty, for instance, and near-equivalent research/travel money available, and a higher-than-average-number of people jump from non-tenure to tenure-stream positions. We non-tenure-stream faculty were told to remind people that we're not tenure-line, and that we therefore are excused from certain service duties, because permanent faculty apparently tend to 'forget' and ask us to do things we're not required to do, because they see us as equal colleagues. Etc.)

On the other hand, I'm wondering if men are less anxious about identifying as spousal hires. For a woman to get an academic job (hugely competitive, seen as a sign that you have been victorious in a meritocratic race towards excellence) on the basis of her husband's/partner's work smells like affirmative action; it smells like failure. Is the identity penalty for men in identifying as a spousal hire less? (I'm also wondering, because I know several other academic couples here, some even where both spouses are in the same department; nobody has identified as "the spousal hire" in those pairings, and in at least one of them I'm fairly certain it was the female partner. Are they less likely to leap into the identity?)

So I'm wondering what other academics' experience is. Do people openly identify as spousal hires in your academic contexts? Have you noticed any difference between men's and women's willingness do to so? Or is this, like so many things, just something odd about my new institutional place?

(I should note, here, that people hired as 'spousal hires' are frequently awesome and excellent colleagues and teachers. One of my undergraduate advisors was the wife of a much more famous and noted scholar, and was one of the best scholars I've ever worked with. One of my graduate advisors left my institution to go to a full professor position at her husband's university, which enabled them to live together to raise their children. So, I'd like not to have this turn into a conversation about how spousal hires are evil and wrong; they're complicated, and many places can't do them in any real sense, but they provide some excellent scholars with jobs, and some dual-academic families with solidity, which I can't knock.)
Sign for a store reading "Hot Chick."
Two quick things, in case you haven't seen them:

1) Wangari Maathai, the first African woman and the first environmentalist to win the Nobel Peace Prize, passed away today. Her work for reforestation and democratic renewal in Kenya has been incredibly important; along with Shirin Ebadi, she's probably my favorite of the recent Nobel Laureates.

I learned about her death today through an email by the president of HWS; it turns out that Prof. Maathai's two children attended HWS, and she is a former awardee of the Blackwell Medal, honoring the first woman doctor in the US, who trained here. Appropriately enough, tomorrow my introduction to comparative world politics students begin talking about what constitutes democracy. I'll be showing them the tribute video that was shown during her award ceremony, to introduce them to her work, and giving them this quote from her speech at the ceremony:

Initially, tree planting was a very benign activity, and nobody bothered us because it was mostly a bunch of women getting together and teaching each other how to plant trees. But it became important also to teach them the other aspect of the linkage that I talked about: the linkage of governance. It's one thing to manage the resource, another to touch governance. Now who is in charge of resources, especially resources like forest, water, soil and land? It's usually the government that’s in charge. The people in power are usually in charge of these resources. And when you talk about managing those resources sustainably, accountably, transparently, sharing these resources equitably, you are stepping on the very big toes of those in power.

When we started talking about the importance of protecting forests and rivers, it meant that we would have to explain to the people in power how the resources were being poorly managed and how sometimes they are privatized by the people who are in charge, and how sometimes you get mismanagement, like illegal logging and cultivation in the forests. We started realizing that it is very important to hold our leaders accountable for the way they manage resources because they are not the owners of the resources; they are custodians. We put them in positions of authority to manage the resources for us because all of us cannot be managers. They are not supposed to privatize them, they are not supposed to own them and they are not supposed to exploit them to enrich themselves all at our expense.

When we started pointing out these problems in the government, that said that we were not doing what we were supposed to be doing. They told us to just plant trees and not worry about what happens to the forest, what happens to the waters. And of course we could not do that because that's part of the second leg, the second pillar, of what I talked about. Sustainable management, good governance. Good governance means you have to hold your leaders accountable, and you cannot hold your leaders accountable if you do not know how these resources are managed. That is when the Greenbelt movement started being seen as a dangerous organization.


2) King Abdullah of Saudi Arabia has granted women the right to vote in Shura council and municipal elections. Not in the elections happening next week; no no no, in the next round of elections, the ones in 2015.

I've written before about the role of symbolic rights in felt political injustice, and I would argue that the right to vote for an "advisory" body in a monarchical system is something that is definitely symbolic, but also very meaningful. However, I'm also very skeptical. If you know anything about Kuwaiti politics, this move looks very familiar: it's reminiscent of the 1999 emiri decree, which I've argued elsewhere fell not because of misogyny pure and simple, but because of the attendant anti-democratic nature of the decree and its position in parliament/monarchy battles. (I've realized this conference paper isn't online anywhere, but if anyone wants a copy, let me know--it's currently in the article-shop-around phase.) It's worth noting that the time Kuwaiti women got voting rights, and it stuck, it was because of cooperation between legislative and monarchical forces, not because of a top-down imposition. Now, granted, the Saudi Shura council probably isn't strong enough to cancel out a royal decree (the Kuwaiti parliament has substantially stronger rights), but it would not surprise me even a tiny little bit if sometime in the next four years this right disappears.

In any case:

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I hate, hate, hate cutting things. Hate it. I'm assuming those of you who write recognize the feeling at least a little. I especially hate cutting bits I like, when they no longer fit the tone or structure of the piece they're in. Sometimes they're beautiful, or funny, or meaningful, but they just have to go.

Hey, I guess that's what having a blog is for.

This used to be in the fourth chapter of my dissertation, as the introduction to a subsection on my fieldwork teaching ESL in Bay Ridge, Brooklyn.

I got the question every time I started working with a new group of students, and this day was no exception. "Where you from?" Wilad asked, as I put the children's book I'd been using to teach colors and clothing back in my purse.

I used to answer that question with "Kensington," my Brooklyn neighborhood, or "Philadelphia," my hometown. But that's never the question they're asking. "I'm American," I say.

"You husband 'arabi?"

I thought of my wife, with her Jewish last name, who was at home with our six-month-old son. "No," I say. "My husband's not Arab."


(Linguistic note: Arabic lacks a copulative verb [i.e., to be] in the present tense. Native speakers of Arabic learning English often drop them as well. In my fieldnotes and writing, I try to preserve syntax where I can, because I think how we talk matters.)

OK, now back to the exciting task of finishing my damn dissertation this weekend. *makes more tea*
Sign for Al-Awda, in front of a neon McDonalds sign.
I have a Real Substantive Post brewing, but before I got it done, I thought I'd pop my head in and wave. Hello! I am back from the abyss! Er, by which I apparently mean Twitter?

Life is settling in here; we're into our second week of classes (which means I'm located somewhere between Dr. Koshary, who's been teaching for three-four weeks already, and Tenured Radical, for whom the first day of school was Labor Day--though Labor Day was a school day here as well!), and my students are doing well, although they demonstrate a shocking inability to remember Moldova is in Europe and Suriname is in South America (yes, today was geography quiz day). My family is enjoying having a little more space, having relocated from a 2-bedroom apartment which we shared with a roommate to a 3.5 bedroom house complete with full attic, basement, and other assorted accountrements. (Fun fact: our furniture we brought from the other house? Basically fills this one.) I'm enjoying living somewhere with easy proximity to locally grown produce, and busily putting things up for the winter. (Lots of broccoli. Lots of lots of broccoli. Anybody got advice for what I should do with sugar plums?) And I'm really, really, really loving having an office to myself, a ten-minute walk from my house. Really. Words cannot even describe.

So, until I'm back, two quick teaching-fashion outfits for you. The first is the first day of school, when I had no teaching but wanted to look presentable for students. The second is today's teaching outfit.

First day of school!


Sixty Degrees in September?



I didn't manage to photograph my favorite outfit of last week: black pants/jacket, blue and white striped button down, blue and grey striped tie), but I will tell you that, as I taught my last class wearing it, jacket off, sleeves rolled up, chalk dust on my tie, I thought: damn, I wish the official school photographer were here. I look awesome.
Sign for a store reading "Hot Chick."
The reason I've been off the grid, and am only sporadically going to be around for the next 3-4 weeks, is a fabulous one: I recently accepted a (n extremely awesome) position as a visiting instructor at Hobart and William Smith colleges, and am currently packing up everything I own in preparation for moving to Western New York, in addition to trying to finish the next (and last?) draft of my dissertation before we leave.  So, despite the fact that it's Ramadan, Islamophobia has taken a massive turn for the stupid as hell lately (surprise surprise), there are terrifying massacres in Syria, Egyptian activists just left Tahrir again, and Libya is in a protracted state of civil war, I'm probably not going to be saying anything smart (or not-smart) about it. These are some quick hits before I put my head back in my work.

The one place I will be with regularity is twitter, where I am [twitter.com profile] ajnabieh.  95% of my tweets are either retweets or things I'm reading, since I'm not collecting super fascinating data at the moment (and I save tweeting about lunch for Facebook).  If people are interested in a regular link spam from me, I'm more than happy to do a daily or weekly twitter-import.

I wanted to signal boost is the Fast for Yemen being sponsored by Yemen Peace News.  Yemen, along with the Sudan, are the only Arab countries on the list of least developed countries; Yemen is also in the midst of a political crisis/revolution (depends who you ask).  Food aid is desperately needed.  Ramadan is, traditionally, a season for giving and for feasting as much as fasting--G. Willow Wilson on twitter called it "Eat, Pray, Don't Eat,"--and this project calls for people, Muslim and non-Muslim, to remember Yemen during this time.  I haven't fasted yet, but I know I'll be giving, probably fasting a little, and certainly making du'as for Yemen this month.

And a side project.  Academichic, the one fashion blog I read, is closing up shop for very good reasons.  But this got me thinking about how much I wish there were more people online talking about fashion and personal aesthetics and similar things with a queer feminist/politically radical sensibility.  So, if anyone either knows people having these conversations, or, say, would be interested in trying to develop a group blog covering this ground, let me know.  I've got a lot of new teaching outfits to overanalyze for the sake of Internet feminism this fall.  I'm just saying.
The McDonalds Arch, with text in Arabic reading "ماكدونالدز مصر"/makdunaldz masr/McDonalds Egypt.
(Ahem, I apologize for the brief detour into food blogging. Food is one of my favorite things to write about, and I don't often get the chance. Fear not, I'll try to come back to politics at some point...unless you really want to hear my deep thoughts about food.)

When I wrote my post on fuul akhdar, [personal profile] geeksdoitbetter left a comment asking me to square two of the things I said: that "deviating too much from that shape [of a recipe] results in doing a discredit to the original dish" and that "there are a million iterations" of every dish. I haven't responded, because I've been thinking of the best way to explain what I mean, but a confluence of things today lead to me arriving at a good way in.

Let's talk about hummus.

As I've mentioned 'round these parts before, hummus in Arabic means "chickpeas," and the dish we call hummus in English is generally called hummus bi tahineh, chickpeas with sesame seed paste. You'll find a dish like it in most of the Levantine countries.

However, there are lots of variations of hummus. Do you use paprika, or cumin, or za'atar, or garlic, or mint? How much tahineh? How much lemon? Do you serve it hot or cold? All of these factors can move and shift from recipe to recipe; there are some broad national differences, but there are also little family differences.

But, here is the thing: there is a point beyond which you're not making hummus anymore. Or not proper hummus, not the real thing. You've distorted it just past the point where it is what it is; you've made it something else.

Take this NYTimes article about Holy Land Hummus, and all the different varieties they release. What's the opening quote from the owner? "Back home, they would shoot me in the head for doing this to hummus." An exaggeration, but there's a truth in there: artichoke-garlic hummus is just wrong, in that it deviates too much from the original shape of the dish.

(Interesting, parenthetical note. Majdi Wadi is described in the article as being born in Kuwait, and having immigrated from Jordan to the US in 1994. There's a fact that's being elided here: that he's almost certainly Palestinian, given that information. After the 1991 Gulf War, Kuwait expelled its large Palestinian population, both immigrants and Kuwaiti-born, because of the PLO's statements in support of Saddam Hussein. These Palestinians were "repatriated" to Jordan, which, for most of them, was a country they had never seen; however, since Jordan formally governed the West Bank from 1948-1967, they had Jordanian passports. Many then emigrated again, to the US or Europe. Probably the most famous Jordanian with this life history? Queen Rania. This is one of those moments where context adds a great deal of depth.)

Or, to take another example, let's talk about a tweet I saw today. The tweeter, [twitter.com profile] sseham, says, "I could sit for hours and watch Arab expressions as they learn about this site," and links to the webpage for a product called "Crazy Camel Dessert Hummus."

I had to get pretty far down the webpage before I realized that was D-E-S-S-E-R-T, and not D-E-S-E-R-T. (Maybe I was distracted by rolling my eyes at the 'crazy camel' business.) Because, if I were to try to match up two words in the English language I would never want to see next to each other, they would be "dessert" and "hummus." Partially, that's because I'm a gluten-free baker, and I know what a disaster it is to try to bake with chickpea flour, which dominates pretty much anything you try to bake it with and requires herculean efforts to make edible. And it's partially also because...that's not hummus. It's just...it's just NOT.

Hummus isn't just a puree of chickpeas. (It's also not a puree of just any legume: white bean hummus, for instance, is wrong in a lesser, but related way.) It's a broad set of ways of combining chickpeas with a limited set of other ingredients. Small innovations one way or another make sense; but there's a point at which those who know the dish would say, well, this could be good, but it's just not hummus anymore.

(And, to give you an example where it's not just "other" food that is "cultural" in origin: In my family, we make corn pudding, a sweet custardy dish, for family holidays. I was visiting my sister and her mother for Easter this year, and her mother made corn pudding. It was very different from the way my mother makes it: frozen corn instead of canned creamed corn, vanilla instead of nutmeg, and I think some bourbon, which was totally new to me. But I recognized it as corn pudding. If she had given me, say, something with less milk and more eggs, and called it corn pudding, I would have very politely accepted it, while muttering in my head, "No it isn't, it's a crustless corn quiche.")

So, while there are lots of different ways to make hummus, there are some ways to not make hummus while still making chickpea purees. Some things you do with chickpeas are wrong.

And this isn't purely an academic distinction. I'm thinking of all the many conversations about food as culture that I've seen Arab-Americans having. (here's a lovely moment I can't cite right now, but I think is in a piece by Nada Elia, about seeing people order hummus on their falafel sandwiches, and feeling betrayed that people would eat her food but not doing it properly. Food means identity for many, many people; it means identity in particular for many ethnic and racial minorities, because eating different food is part of what defines them as different. So there is a hurt that comes from seeing something that is yours, a part of you, pervasively done wrong by others, in order to meet their standards. Particularly if you think, were you to explain to them what they're doing wrong, they wouldn't be able to hear you say it.

There is no hummus police out there, and I don't want to take on that role. (Although, OK, if it meant eating a lot of hummus, I'd give it my best.) But I think it's important, as food moves around between places, that we recognize that you can't do just any thing to just any food, and give it any name. Names have meaning, both literal and figurative. And there are questions of justice that attach to this naming process, which it's worth it to remember when we're eating, and speaking about food.
The McDonalds Arch, with text in Arabic reading "ماكدونالدز مصر"/makdunaldz masr/McDonalds Egypt.
Normally, I am very much in favor of traditional foodways, calling dishes what they are, and being authentic, or reasonably so, in my making of dishes. I think there's a lot of playing fast-and-loose with the names of traditional foods, particularly traditional foods that belong to groups who don't have high social status, and this strikes me as a real problem of representation for minority communities. Without giving in to the idea that there is one "right" way to prepare a dish--think of any "traditional" dish you know and the level of infighting that goes on whenever two cooks discuss it--I do think that dishes have a certain shape, and deviating too much from that shape results in doing a discredit to the original dish.

This leads to my problem with fava beans.

Fava beans (broad beans in British English, as Jamie Oliver taught me) are a staple food in Egypt and elsewhere in the Middle East. Egyptian falafel is made with both fava beans and chickpeas, unlike Levantine falafel. And the quintessential Egyptian dish (maybe tied with koshary) is fuul mudammas, a fava bean puree served for breakfast. There are a million iterations, though this is the one you're most likely to encounter abroad, and is probably the 'meta' recipe. (I've written about fuul here before.) I love fuul, and frequently order it when I go out to Arab restaurants with other people who eat Arab food (I do find a plate of it to myself a bit much, but if I can mix it up with other things--fried cauliflower! baba ghanouj! falafel!--I'm set). In fact, I even own a magnet that says "foul addict," even though that is my least favorite transliteration of the word fuul.

Anyway, the point is, fuul are awesome. And confusing, because when we get fava beans in the US, we get this:

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And that's not what you put in fuul. (Wikipedia tells me these are fuul akhdar, green fuul, in Arabic; I'll rely on those more knowledgeable than me to confirm or deny this in comments!) The only places I've found where you can get dried brown fuul are Arab grocery stores. (These are the type I mean; these are a fine substitute, just bigger.)

But I'm a locavore and a seasonable eater--OK, I'm an overeducated urban hipster, okay? So nowadays, the fresh fava beans are at the market, taunting me with their skins. Today I bought a fistful of them. After I peeled, blanched, and peeled them (fresh favas are annoying to cook!), I wracked my brain to come up with a way to prepare them, especially since I had less than a cup.

Hey, I though: why don't I pretend they're fuul?

cut for photos and recipe details )

Of course, this got me thinking about Egyptian food, which reminded me I had a full pitcher of cold, unsweetened karkade in the fridge. Karkade is a tea made with hibiscus flowers; if you've ever had jamaica in a Mexican restaurant, it's the same thing. (Here is a great video of it being made, with a transcript available on the page if you don't want to/can't listen to the video.) Karkade is traditionally served tooth-meltingly sweet in Egypt, but I usually leave it just barely sweetened, or, er, forget to put sugar in until after it's gotten cold, at which point it's just not worth the trouble.

karkade


Mmm, red.

I knew that karkade had alcoholic possibilities, but lacked the tequila for making the margaritas. So, looking around my sad, pathetic liquor stash, I decided to play around. I settled on the peach schnapps--what? Stop laughing! Peach schnapps is delicious and I will not have you tell me otherwise! I don't care that it tastes like cough syrup! Anyway, it doesn't, it tastes like those gummy peach rings I can't eat any more since I'm a vegetarian, OKAY, SO LET ME JUST DRINK MY CHILDISH BOOZE.

Ahem. Anyway. Here's the thing: peach schnapps and karkade is freakin' amazing. It's like drinking red fruit punch made by angels. It might be the most delicious alcoholic beverage I've ever consumed. I stopped myself from fixing a second one, because, you know, I had things to do tonight. But I think that's going to be the signature cocktail for the party I'm making the fresh fuul salad for.

These are highly, highly untraditional uses of traditional ingredients. And I don't want to present them as traditional ways of making these dishes. Karkade is not, usually, made with alcohol. Fuul mudammas should be made with little brown favas, not monstrous green ones. This, sayyidun wa sayyidat, is what happen when hipsters cook.

But putting little twists on these dishes is certainly interesting cooking--and, just like when we are transforming ideas in academia, as long as we cite our sources and indicate our deviations, I don't think the problems here are insurmountable.
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I think of myself as reasonably well sartorially stocked for formal professional occasions: I've got a black suit, I've got a bunch of suit separates and blouses and things like that.  Plus, you know, I'm a grad student, how many suits do I need However, I just encountered a fashion challenge that my closet was unequipped for: what to wear for a high formality professional event held in the heat of the summer.

This was the conclusion I reached.

summer suit 2


I have to admit, it took me a long time to be convinced by the short sleeved blazer.  It felt...just wrong, somehow.  Blazers have SLEEVES.  This is in their nature! Anything else is a violation of their natural rights as blazers! Why don't I just wear a vest if I'm going to violate all that is good and right in business attire?!?!

After many rounds of trial and error, however, I reconciled myself to the outfit, because of the clear truth that my arms are freakin' fierce.  Might as well show it off.

summer suit 3
again with the toddler photobombing


The neckline on this top is a new one for me: what do you think? I felt very covered up, but I liked the shape it made, both in the blazer and out of it.

(And let's not talk about my pink manicured fingernails.  I still have some cognitive dissonance over that.)

What do you think about summer business wear?  Is it all about fabric, or cut, or color for you? How do you summer-ize an outfit?
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It's Dress Your Best time again over at Academichic! For those who weren't around last year, this is a blog challenge to think of your fashion sense as not concealing your faults, but as celebrating the great things about your body--an attempt to reorient one's thinking about the body and fashion from negative to positive. I'm always a fan of playing, and hope I'll have at least a couple of outfits to post. (You can read my posts from last year here.)

Anyway, this is an outfit I wore to a coffee meeting a week or so back, when it was meltingly hot in NYC:

dyb 2011: #1

I have no idea where any of the items came from originally. But I wanted to talk about my love of the knee-length skirt, because of how much it shows off my legs. I'm a little sensitive about them, because my legs are asymetrical and visibly scarred. I had extensive leg surgery as an adolescent, a total of three different operations, on both legs and hips. Although many of my scars are perfectly straight, the one on the front of my left leg most certainly is not, and is dark enough in several places that it is visible unless I use cover-up makeup on it. (I can sometimes even see it through stockings.) Also as a result of my surgery, my muscles on the left leg don't lay precisely where the muscles on my right leg lay. I also have a limp which only really gets noticeable when I'm tired or injured. The appearance of my legs was, for a long time, a source of stress for me, and I wore long pants to cover them, or even used concealer on the dark parts of my scars.

I'm looking at my legs different these days: I can walk. I can walk, and I have strong, muscular legs that carry me around my city. My surgeon said that his goal for me, after surgery, was to be able to run for a bus. I can do that; I can run across the street when the light starts changing before I get to the corner and damn if I'm waiting another five minutes. I can stand on the subway, usually, at least. And so, if I realize my knees and ankles are going out a good ten years before they should, because of the stress and strain they've undergone; or if I get asked, again, if I did something to my leg; or if I've got these long scars written down my skin, I've stopped minding, and I've started being proud. They're my legs, and I earned them. And when there comes a day again when I need assistance to walk--and I have no illusions that I'll make the rest of my life unassisted, not on these legs--well, then. They're still going to be my legs.

dyb 2001: 1

The other comment I have here is on my sunglasses. Aviator frames are new to me; I never thought I could wear them. I think I thought that because I associated them with my dad; he wore both aviator glasses for regular wear, and aviator sunglasses, for as long as I can remember. In fact, these are his sunglasses, which he forgot at my house last summer when he came up to visit.

I'm wearing them now because my dad passed away, quite suddenly, in May. I look better in these glasses than I thought I would, but I think I'd be wearing them regardless.
Happy woman with broom: FIGHT ALL THE OPPRESSIONS; same woman, dejected, "Fight ALL the oppresssions?"
I am watching two political struggles going on today. The first is the attempt to get the New York State Senate to pass a bill allowing same-sex marriage. The second is the "Women 2 Drive" protest in Saudi Arabia, where dozens of women who hold international driver's licenses are driving in violation of the law. (Check the Twitter hashtag if you want to see what's going down right now, on 6/17.)

The differences here are obvious and striking. One is about negotiating within a highly fractious electoral public, and mobilizing constituent power for and against a political position that's at the center of ongoing debates. The other is about civil disobedience against an authoritarian government, in the hopes of mustering transnational support for a change in policy. But what I keep coming back to is that both of these struggles are about symbolic rights.

I support both these demands. In fact, I'm spending a lot of my time engaged in the one that's happening in my home state (*ahem*). And I think the Saudi protest is pretty amazing, considering precisely how hard it is to mobilize any action at all in KSA. By calling these "symbolic rights," I'm not trying to diminish the importance of the claim, nor the strength of those making it.

But the centrality of driving to Saudi women's protest is largely about its symbolic value. Of all the injustices that Saudi women cope with--an enforced dress code, highly segregated work opportunities, unequal access to marriage and divorce, etc--driving seems relatively minor by comparison. And yet, it isn't: it's a daily insult to their personhood that, despite being autonomous adults with responsibilities and roles in the world, they have to be driven around like ten year olds going to soccer practice. The symbolic injustice so rankles that it becomes a mobilizing force for change.

I feel similarly about marriage. Frankly, in the world where I am philosopher-king, there would be no state-recognized marriages. 'Marriage' would be a purely social bond, which people could enter into or not enter into as they saw fit, in whatever configurations they felt appropriate. Simultaneously, the state would allow people to formally establish family relationships (among couples raising children, friends collectively supporting each other, siblings caring for an elderly parent, etc) which would provide for legal rights such as hospital visitation, tax benefits for providing unpaid caring work, rights of survivorship, etc. Being 'married' would be one thing. Being a legal unit would be another.

I don't get to be philosopher-king, so that's not how it works. But, even in this world, marriage isn't the battle I would put first of all my queer rights. I'd rather we were fighting harder for non-discrimination legislation, for the inclusion of material on LGBT issues in educational institutions, to make it easier for trans people to legally transition, and for rights to adoption and parenthood. And, frankly, I am married--I've got the white dress and the credit card debt to prove it, and anybody who tries to tell me I'm not is both empirically wrong and a douche of epic proportions, as far as I'm concerned.

And yet, it rankles whenever I look at my "legal docs" file, and realize that I have to have a will, a power of attorney, a health care proxy, and a living will to give my wife the same rights that straight couples get merely for registering their relationship. It rankles when I say "my wife" and people respond "your partner." (No disrespect to the many same-sex and opposite-sex couples I know who use partner; I think it's a good word. It's just not mine.) And, yes, it rankles that if I were an infertile man, my name would be on my son's birth certificate as his father even though he was conceived with donor sperm, but because I'm a woman I had to drop thousands of dollars and collect letters of reference to earn the right to be his legal parent.

The insult to me, and to thousands of queers like and unlike me, is enough that it's worth fighting for. And the massive insult that the Republican caucus can't even decide to bring this to a vote--and that thousands of people are mobilized to condemn my relationship--well, that makes me want to get a big angry sign and go yell at somebody, long and loud.

The deep political insight here is the one that Axel Honneth makes so clearly in his work--that the vast majority of injustices that people experience are injustices based in misrecognition, the sense that something crucial and important about yourself is being disregarded, misinterpreted, or silenced in social interactions. And the more daily one is that disrespect is a key experience of being an oppressed group within a society. Symbolic victories are real, because they undo this disrespect, and counter with the sort of recognition that make societies possible.

So, yes, I'm cheering for the women in Saudi who are driving through the streets, and hoping for their safety. Yes, I'm dropping emails to state senators, bombarding my poor Facebook friends with action links, and endlessly refreshing New York 1's website. Because symbolic rights are rights nonetheless, and we all deserve them.

And you know if the law passes, my ass is getting married. Again.
The text "My Marxist feminist dialective brings all the boys to the yard."
At my local library, they're handing out Summer Reading passports. I remember those, from elementary school on: getting checkmarks for books I read, the race to read more than anyone else (yeah, I was that kid), and then, getting older, the lists of books I had to pick from in middle school and high school, all of which were severely below my reading level, and which usually got banged out in the last week of vacation, after having spent the summer curled up with more Serious Works Of Literature. (I had a thing for John Barth in high school. Don't ask me why.)

Like most academics, I think of the summers, primarily, as time to get work done without the regular stresses of the academic year. No students, no meetings, nothing to do but read, write, and research. That's a beautiful thing--especially given that, though I had no teaching commitments this past summer, I did have a number of personal things get in the way of my work.

So I'm making a summer reading list. (And a writing list, but it's more in flux.)

On it so far are:

  • Voices of the New Arab Public,, by Marc Lynch. I am happy to report that, after having wanted to read this book since it came out in 2006, and had it out from the library since January, I have finally read it. Expect a review this week, if I'm organized.
  • Peripheral Visions: Publics, Power, and Performance in Yemen, by Lisa Wedeen. I'm a Wedeen fan in general ("fangirl" might be the more appropriate term, if you catch my drift), and I read a few chapters of this before it was published, and found them incredibly exciting. She's an excellent writer, and Yemen is certainly relevant to the news these days.
  • Democracy, Human Rights and Law in Islamic Thought, by Mohammed Abed al-Jabri. Both Lynch and Wedeen draw on Habermasian frameworks in their two books above. I've been thinking about the necessity of working through questions about the Habermasian public spheres, and about al-Jabri, who also uses public sphere frameworks. There's an article in there, and I think this set of three books is going to poke it out. Inshallah.
  • At least 1-2 recent books to write reviews of.


Why the last? Well, because there was a fairly hilarious, IMHO, piece in the most recent MESA (Middle East Studies Association) newsletter, aiming to guilt us all into writing review pieces for the Review of Middle East Studies. When I say "guilt," I mean it:

Why do we write? Is it for tenure? For the tiny audience of specialists to which we each belong? ... Or, do we write in the hope that someone, somewhere will engage with our imaged worlds? And, if so, do we not then have the responsibility to read and critique the work of others in the hope that our work will receive similar attention? ... You will tell me that we have way to much to do; that there are too few of us; that reviews are undervalued by tenure and promotion committees; that print publications are headed for the trashbin of history....Perhaps. But in the meantime, think about it.


Just for you guys, I went and got it out of the recycling bin so I could transcribe that. I hope you're amused.

The thing is, I do agree with the general point: reviews are good academic citizenship. Plus, I would like to read something new, something to remind myself that I am, actually, interested in Middle Eastern politics and Things That Are Not My Dissertation. I picked up a wide variety of things in my latest library run: an edited collection on Gulf politics and a general reader on women in the UAE to go with my mild obsession with the politics of small states, an ethnography of Moroccan garment workers that seems to be marketed to a mainstream audience, and a book on marriage and the Egyptian state, which I have a suspicion will work its way onto my fall syllabi. My plan is this: if I don't feel strongly one way or another after 50 pages, I'll put them aside. If I find them horrific and disasterous, I'll write a review. If I find them amazing and brilliant, I'll write a review.

Of course, I'm planning on doing a little of that other sort of summer reading...

summer reading

(Click through for a list of titles. I picked them up yesterday. Two of them are ready to go back already. Om nom nom, books with pictures in them.)

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Any recommendations for things I should be reading this summer? In either category, *g*.

Also, it's probably a little late for this, but would any of the other academic folks on my rlist want to start a false-deadlines-and-feedback writing support group for the summer? I know there are other similar things going on in blogland, but I'd be happy to coordinate a group on DW.
Palestinian flag in front of billboard for the movie Prince of Persia.
I'm happily back from WPSA, which was a blast; for folks like me, who work in odd corners of the field of political science, it's a tremendously productive place to have conversations that can be difficult to have in larger poli sci conferences. I sat around and talked about how to integrate queer theory into interpretive methodologies! There were multiple panels on feminist theoretical concerns per timeslot! It was awesome! Also, San Antonio is a fun place to be, so there was that.

As planned, we recorded our session, called "It's Not Facebook, It's Fieldwork! Conducting Interpretive Research Using Social Networking Technology." It's largely a conversation between myself and Renee Cramer of Drake University; we had one other participant, who didn't identify himself for the audio, but who made some great contributions. (My sister also gamely showed up, though she doesn't appear on the tape.)

The conversation was incredibly productive; Renee and I found a lot of common problems and reasons for turning to social networks to gather data, and I think made some productive comparisons. (Although, my favorite moment was the exchange "Have you found a better way to save data than to just copy it into Word?" "Nope." "Dammit.") In addition, I got to highlight the work that fan scholars are doing in changing how we think about citation and data-gathering on the internet; acafandom has done some impressive critical work that I think has ramifications for all of us doing research in online environments, and I'm glad to be able to share that.

The audio is just under an hour long; I haven't prepared a transcript yet, though I'm hoping to do so eventually. It's available for download on my mediafire page here, in m4a format. I've tried to edit the metadata in iTunes so that it has our names and my contact info; let's hope that works.

Please feel free to pass the file or this post along to anyone you know who would find it useful!

(PS: I know I did stuff for 3W4DW last year, but, well, since I don't crosspost anywhere, I didn't really know what to do this time. Anybody have particular things they want me to do? Go on and ask; if I get a chance, I'll be happy to!)
The text "don't ask me, I'm a grad student."
My dissertation is eating my brain at the moment; one of my committee members wants a full draft in a week and a half (because, very generously, he's offering to read it and get it back to me before he gets his term papers for the semester), and I've got the WPSA all next week, so it's write-all-the-time mode around here.

This has gotten me thinking about the very material aspects of writing: the physical action, and the sort of things we do in order to make it possible. So, for instance, there is the category of clothing called "a writing outfit."

mmm tea

time to write

This is me as I was finishing my introduction a month or so ago. Note the essential components of "a writing outfit":

  • A big comfy sweater (unless it's summer)
  • A men's tank-top (I have these in a variety of colors, and would basically wear nothing but if I didn't ever have to leave the house
  • Pajama pants if I can work at home, my schlubbiest jeans if I can't
  • Glasses with glasses chain so they don't fall off my face
  • A mug which has a positive emotional resonance, usually either this KSU mug or my Star Trek mug


All of these elements are about combining comfort and ease into a single packet, to make the process of writing as simple or easy as possible.

Or this is my workspace at the cafe down the street from my house when I was editing two weeks ago.

cafe time

The essential components:

  • A printed copy of the dissertation. While I almost always type everything I write, I still do find it easier and faster to edit by hand. (I also prefer grading by hand to grading using track changes, but track changes does make it easier to return papers, especially final papers.)
  • A red pen, preferably a rollerball with liquid ink. I could have edited in green or purple, or blue at a pinch, but black would have been impossible--I need the visual distinction from the print of the page. This pen is somewhere between red and magenta, and I rather like it.
  • A notebook for writing down major tasks still to do or things to look up. I could have done this on my iPod, which often does this task for me, but since I was working on paper already, the notebook did the work efficiently.
  • Some means of organization. I am a terribly organized person; one folder which can contain all of the above supplies and keep them in order so all I have to do each morning is pick it up and leave makes my life so much better.
  • Caffeine. I have drunk so much coffee in the last month, you would not believe if.
  • Somewhere to work that's not my house. While I can work at home, I prefer not to. Some of it is that I don't have a good office space in the house; while I did, until just this week, technically have a desk in my bedroom, it both got sacrificed on the altar of needing more floor space as my kid gets older, and wasn't really functional. I find I focus better and produce more material more quickly if I'm doing it somewhere else. Eventually, I aspire to either A Job That Comes With An Office, or the income to rent time at the Brooklyn Creative League or somewhere similar.


  • Of course, the other essential component of these periods of intense workload? Trips to my chiropractor. Oh, the wrist pain, the neck pain, the eyestrain...

    So that's my process. What's yours?
The text "don't ask me, I'm a grad student."
I don't think any of you are located in San Antonio, Texas, or happen to be attending the Western Political Science Association meeting there next week, but, well, I want a stable URL to direct people to about this panel, so here goes!

Next Thursday, April 21, at 8AM, I and Renee Cramer of Drake University will be running a roundtable called "It's not Facebook, It's Fieldwork! Conducting Interpretive Research Using Social Networking Technology." We'll be talking about both practical and epistemological issues with using social networking tech as part of our research, whether as fieldsite, source of connections, or as a set of texts to be studied. Renee's research focuses around midwifery and motherhood discourse, and she uses Facebook to follow groups and recruit interview subjects; I work on the Arab community in New York City, and use Facebook to maintain connections with institutions and individuals from my fieldwork. (I also have a sideline in acafandom, which is clearly all about the online social networks.)

If you can't make the roundtable, but are interested in the material, we plan on making an audio or video recording of it, and distributing it afterward, so that other people can use it as a resource. I'll post it here when it's done.

And, to make this a not-totally-pointless post for my DW friends, here's a question: what counts as a "social networking technology" in your minds? Is DW such a technology?

For my fellow academics, do you think about social networking as something that plays into your research or career trajectory, or is it something entirely other? Something I'm puzzling through for this panel is the public/private distinction, which is radically eradicated by using a "personal" technology for "professional" purposes--lots of my research "subjects," for instance, know about my son's hilarious opinions on vegetables, and the terrible pop music I listen to while editing srs bznz chapters about their lives. That would seem to change the research process in some way--but I'm not yet entirely sure how.
Palestinian flag in front of billboard for the movie Prince of Persia.
This message brought to you from deep within the hinterland of Dissertation-Revision-Land. At least I managed to find that ACS data pull that I needed to run two more distributions on, right? Right?

Quran-burning pastor: Plan to visit Dearborn opposed - Detroit Free Press

OH FLYING SPAGHETTI MONSTER NO. I wish I had something more coherent to say on this topic, but it's just going to come down to flaily-hands at the moment.

Two Poems by Rashid Hussein - Jadaliyya

And this is why Jadaliyya is awesome: new translations of poems by one of the best literary translators in the biz, for free, on my RSS feed. The poems in this post are posted to commemorate Yom al-'Ard, Land Day, one of the major Palestinian nationalist holidays. Without a Passport, the second passport, is the more effective of the two, IMHO.

Is Egypt ready for "Queer"? - Bekhsoos

A little contemplatory piece on being out and queer in the revolutionary Middle East. This section in particular struck me:

When attending the Women’s Day protest, I noticed a significant number of gay people present (both men and women). The men present were accused of being “faggots”, and bore equal – if not greater – hostility than the women beside them. In the same way that acknowledging women’s role in society threatens male dominance, the notion of diverging sexualities is not just socially taboo, but also a challenge to the prevalent misogyny which informs attitudes to male-female relationships.


Tahrir Documents

ZOMG SO AWESOME. This is a translation project working on producing English versions (and digital copies) of the emphemeral discourse of revolutionary Egypt. Basically, I am in total geekgasm mode over this stuff--and I wish my Arabic were better so I could be helping out.

What Wasn't Said at Senator Durbin's Hearing on "The State of Muslim Civil Rights in the US" - Erik Lov @ Jadaliyya

Compared to the reporting that Peter King's hearings got, I hadn't heard a thing about Durbin's response until this article. Color me shocked that the Islamphobic fear-mongering dramatics of King beat out an evaluation of actual threats to an American minority community. *rolling my eyes FOREVER*

The Cute Cat Theory Talk at ETech - Ethan Zuckerman

Probably people have heard this before, but I have to admit that I enjoyed it. Favorite quote:

I’d offer the hypothesis that any sufficiently advanced read/write technology will get used for two purposes: pornography and activism. Porn is a weak test for the success of participatory media – it’s like tapping a mike and asking, “Is it on?” If you’re not getting porn in your system, it doesn’t work. Activism is a stronger test – if activists are using your tools, it’s a pretty good indication that your tools are useful and usable.


Rescue the Revolution: Notes from Cairo - Michael C. Hudson @ Middle East Channel

As exciting as the fall of Mubarak was, Egypt's revolution can't be over yet; it's going to be a long time before we know what will come of post-Tahrir Egypt. A good piece of reporting from on the ground in Tahrir now.
Palestinian flag in front of billboard for the movie Prince of Persia.
I am a great lover of the visual arts, despite the fact that I have a) no personal aptitude for them and b) no critical education in how to think about them. All I know is that I would very much like to become a purchaser of art in my future life, when I someday am not living on a grad student's salary.

In any case, Diwan introduced me to a bunch of amazing visual artists I had never encountered before, producing breathtaking work that is intensely politically critical but also aesthetically stunning. Although I'm glad for the performance artists and writers I encountered, too, it's the visual artists that I'm most enthusiastic about.

I've combined them all into a post, because I am lazy. Sorry about that.

Note: There are a bunch of videos in here, none of which have transcripts (except for some of the interviews in the documentaries, which are subtitled in English because they were conducted in Arabic). If anybody needs either a transcript or a summary, I'd be happy to provide.)

John Halaka, painter and documentary filmmaker )

Reem Gibriel )

Ayad Alkadhi )
A seagull standing on a "no seagulls" sign, with the text FIGHT THE POWER
Diwan, the annual Arab American arts conference, was held in New York this year, which means I had the chance to attend.  It was a very exciting conference, driven by artists who want to be politically engaged and reflect critically on what their work means, in a climate of deep and troubling anti Arab bias, as well as the constantly shifting political situation in the Arab world. I both heard very interesting presentations, and got to encounter some new-to-me artists that I'd love to recommend. This post is going to be for writing up presentations; I'll do a separate series of artists to watch for posts.

Friday, I attended all but the poetry reading, and found it to be very exciting. There was a good sized crowd, especially for a Friday; lots of artists, a few academics & teachers, some students, and a bunch of other folks. The conference was co-sponsored by the Arab American National Museum in Dearborn, which led to one very funny effect: the majority of the speakers had strong accents (to my ear), either because their first language was Arabic...or because they were from Michigan. Oh, linguistic variation in Arab America...

Panel on Responses to 9/11 )

Arts and Education: Novels, K-12 Curriculum, Kids' Cartoons! )

Unconference session on Arab revolutions; my musing on race and gender dynamics )

On Saturday, I arrived just in time to catch the end of a music performance, and then saw an amazing panel of visual artists, which reduced me to tears at a couple of points. (Again, watch for the artists' posts.) The closing keynote was delivered by Joseph Massad of Columbia University.

Keynote notes; less than enthused )

The conference sessions will be available via the Arab American National Museum iTunes site (link will try to open in iTunes) in a few months; you can also see their other programming there now.  The program is here, with lots more info.  Look for the artist profiles over the next week-or-two-or-three...

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Ajnabieh - The Foreigner

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